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| Sorry I haven't written on this journal in a very long time...
I've been really busy over the past year....
Not in school anymore....
Ashlee is 2 now....
New job that doesn't envolve food....
New boyfriend (been together 9 months now)...
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| There's been a lot going on in my life these days. I got a big raise at work. Got a new car which I so desperately needed. I have a new wonderful boyfriend named William Cupples, we work together. It will be one month on the 4th. My duaghter, Ashlee, will be 1 years old on the 15th. I can't believe it's been a year already, WOW! Time sure flys. | | |
| I know it's been a while since I've posted, but I'v been busy working my ass off at work. They have been working me a lot lately b/c they know I'm starting school Wednesday and I'm gonna go back to only closing on Friday and Saturday. I know they will ask me to close on a school night sometime and I'll be like "Suck it, bee-otches!" LOL
I had a dream the other night that was so fucked up. My boss, Mark, was in it. I was back in high school at Fairfield High, not even where I went to school, and he was one of my teachers and let's just say in the dream we broke the student-teacher barrier, if you catch my drift. I woke up like "WTF?!" I wanna know what this dream is supposed to mean. It's been bugging the shit outta me the past few days. If anyone has any clue please let me know. It would be greatly appriciated.
The McDonalds that I work at give these things out called "McBucks" that can be cashed in for a Tri-County Mall gift certificate and I have 20. Woo Whoo! Just this week I got 13 of them, hehe. They give them to you for doing something they consider great like, staying later than scheduled, perfect cash drawer, coming in on your day off, shit like that. I'm going to cash them in tmw.
Also this week I broke up with my BF Charlie, he is an asshole. He was to possessive, verbally and physically abusive. We only went out for like 2 weeks. He begged me to take him back, I said "Eat shit and die!"
My boss Mark keeps trying to set me up with people from work. First there was this guy from Hauk Road that I wound up giving my #, he called once and never again, oh well, I really don't care. Now he has moved on to this guy named Chris that works at Cornell, it's his best friend, he won't let it go. I would go out on a date with him if he wanted to and he himself asked me out, but Mark needs to let it go. GEEZ!
Well I've rambled on long enough about stupid shit so I'm gonna stop. | | |
|  ...I am so upset. I saw Tim's mom today. I thought I was free and clear of them because it has been over a year since the last time we saw or heard from them. She either was coming to our house and then followed us or was already where we went. I think she followed us, but I can't be certain. My mom, the baby and me went to McDonald's by our house and we had no longer been there more than 5 minutes, and there she was. We didn't see her come in or where she went when she walked away. She didn't even ask the baby's name or when she was born. I'm glad. I wouldn't have told her even if she did.
I know she went home and told Tim that she saw the baby today. It really gets me super angry that I might run into them again or worse, they show up at our house. But, if they do come to our house or even leave a message on our answering machine we can put a restraining order on all 3 of them. I dare them to try because they will go down, I'm not afraid of a fight and I will win.
If it gets to the point where we go to court they better stay the hell away from me because I will hurt them if they even look at me the wrong way. If he tried to file for custody of Ashlee he's got another thing coming. His family is totally messed up. He has Bi-Polar Disorder, his mom is a Manic Depressant, and his dad is just plain old crazy. He can take me to court if he wants but I will fight him to the death. He will never see Ashlee without supervision. I mean, what if he was to forget to take his 20 million perscriptions and hurt the baby or worse, him overdose and the baby be there alone. It just scares me so much to even think about.
I love my daughter, Ashlee Nicole Taylor more than life itself and no one will ever change that.
I've shed a thousand tears today and know I will shed a thousand more. | | |
| Today was really great.
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.
I feel great. I got my navel pierced today.
I'm so sad. My kitten got run over this afternoon. I found him when I was coming home from school. His head was all squished. I took some photos. I'll miss him. Poor kitty.
Last night I had to masturbate twenty times. I'm so horny. Click here to see my website.
I want to tell the world that my girlfriend Amy is the bomb! She made pizza last night, and even though I burnt my lips on the cheese, it was awesome!!!
I am sharpening my knives before I go to work today, because I'm going to cut out Robert's heart and feed it to him for losing my mail.
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes!
I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.
You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what your favourite sexual position is.
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with some naked photos of myself. (Not safe for work - teehee).
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